vrinn

Looking Back and Thinking Beyond

2007-05-18T01:10:00.000-07:00

Lying down alone
Resonating in my mind
Are the echoes of the times gone.
I lay awake staring at the ceiling
With more than just a nostalgic feeling.
I leave this place and its people here
With their memories held so dear.
And I move on
Looking back and thinking beyond…

The failures that pained
The lessons that were gained.
The smiles that worked
The words that hurt.
The pain of parting
The joy of a new starting.
With a strange emptiness within
I look back and think beyond…

The curtain falls again
Its time for another change…

These four years in college apparently might have passed in a wink of an eye, but I lived a new life each passing day. A life full of new dreams, new zeal, new fervor, new anxiety and a whole new strength. Midnight birthday parties, lectures and bunks, fashion shows and fests, trips and tour de force, parties and pangas….. lingering memories.
The first firsts, felicitations, fiesta, fantasies, frustrations, fallacies, failures, fiascoes, feelings, friends, foes and farewell……. I have come a long way.

Leaving you with pictures worth a thousand stories. Absolutely crazy hostel days, pajama parties et al! Will miss all the people who made my college life really memorable. Thanks to my dearest pals who still continue to walk with me :D. For the ones who left… m glad you did!! (muhahahahaha)

Four years rigorous imprisonment ends!!!!!!!!!! ;)

Driving My Life

2007-04-17T08:12:00.000-07:00

Drive your life..
Don't wait for things to happen.
Make them happen through initiatives..
Do well in any situation.
Realistically depend to an independent orientation.

After over a month's roller coaster ride, peaceful and placid waters lie before me.Having experienced an emotional turmoil coming in from both personal and professional quarters, the answer to " What Next?", is more vivid now.
Professionally
MBA : An unrealised dream, passion or obsession. What ever be it, the dream's still there, just that I 've decided to take a detour now. A man's not finished when he's defeated , he is finished when he quits. And I ain't a quitter. The watchwords for me : optimism, action, perseverance, courage and conviction. Impossible n'est pas francais.... provided you are determined enough. One doesn't stand out of the crowd by doing the extraordinary, but by doing the ordinary with extra ordinary zeal, enthusiasm and conviction. And wont let my enthu fizzle out. Success is quasi - essential, I believe the voyage to your dreams teachth you a lot. A smooth sea never made a skillful mariner. So I move on..

Well, "what next?"...... hmmm.... work with Tech Mahindra( unless I get a better deal lol!).
Riyaaz : Our college's first ever tech fest ( will be writing an exclusive post soon), whose astounding success came as a surprise not only to the students and management but to us, the organisers, as well. Believe you me, it was one heck of a learning experience! Nonetheless, absolute fun. From organising to compering to dancing to student achievement award. Did it all and did it in style! :D lol

Personally, continued to make new friends, even as i found it hard to avoid a recent fall out with a very close friend. Learning my lessons of getting less "involved".
How i wish life could be lived in rewind and erase mode. But it ain't that ways. It can only be understood backwards but got to be lived forwards.
And I move on... Leaving behind places, people and peers, carrying along the ones that matter and a zillion memories of the good and the bad times.. Evolving every time...

Life goes on... Its about taking control of your actions and thoughts. Taking it head on! Its abour being a fighter, a fighter for life!!

Enlightened!!

2007-03-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Buddha got enlightened under the bodh tree and me .. at oven fresh! lolz ;)

Me and Me ;)

2007-02-13T22:05:00.000-08:00

A zillion people have told me that kirti n i look alike.. trust me i never believed em until i saw this pic taken this weekend! gawd we are TOO SIMILAR! lol

Making a Difference

2007-01-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

Ever tried a frappe at barista, grilled sandwitch at oven fresh , maybe a smoked chicken sandwitch at subway...... or ever noticed the not so lucky urchins u see around these places.wat they eat, where do they sleep or for that matter how do they ever make a living??
The true essence of life does not lie in flaunting the biggest cars or hanging out in the elitest of restaurents... but much beyond that. As priviledged human beings, its our moral responsibility to help the lesser mortals. Mother Teresa once said... we ourselves feel that wat we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But if that drop was not in the ocean, I think the ocean would be less because of that missing drop. I do not agree with the big way of doing things...
each one of us possesses the power to change the lives of these under priviledged souls around us . with this very thought of makin a difference WE the youth of chd have volunteered help the children residing in the slums of sec 25, chd. The WE VoLUNTEER group accomplished its first mission in Pustak school sec 25 chd. nearly fifteen of us visited this school and interacted with the children there aged between three to fifteen. the yonger ones where taught painting and hat making which they enjoyed thoroughly. While the older ones drew their dreams on paper and the best ones where awarded!
We were touched by the love and affection they showed towards us and this very love will keep us comin back to them again n again. Well the next event is scheduled for the 26th of january...
for more details check out...
www.wevolunteer.co.nr
Leaving u with some pics from our first visit :)

Coming back to life

2007-01-16T22:22:00.000-08:00

When you least expect it...life slaps you with a challange to test your courage,will and strength to change , adapt,accept,give in or just give up..to the situation...No one is a born winner...we win some and lose many battles in life....n i too lost one such battle in my life..cat results are out...to my shock n dismay i didn't make it...To make it even worse i ws awarded a negative in english!!!!!!!!!!

Certain things in life r just too hard to believe especially when i was certain in makin it into r nations biggies"!

Without makin it sound rhetoric it has made me a near nervous wreck. When things r so near...everythings so right....preperations...paper...when ur almost there....its ALL GONE !
Being back stabbed in the hands of destiny...ironical huh!
Pretty lame on my part to say...that's life! because if it is its just too unfair!
But then, got a focus on the 2 existances of present and future and not be caught up in the ashes of my dreams!...I'm trying to start anew...initiate a new struggloe and to fight again...Surviving the vagaries of life..its hardships and difficulties...stormy ups and downs is what produces a person of strong character...This night i know is too dark and long, but then i'll wait for that beautiful morning that'll bring back my lost smile....until then i'll fight! and fight again!
Because there aint no mountain high enuf..aint no valley low...

It's a new beginning from the end ...

AD-SUMMUM RESURAM ( To the highest point i'll rise)

P.S.- Anybody willing to tute me for english ;) ???!!!!

PLAN B

2006-12-12T22:37:00.000-08:00

CAT this year was a real shocker... the results gonna be ..well.. dismal and abysmal..
so i ve started working on alternatives.. like considering other B schools.. or the job offers from tech mahindra and convergys img.. but can settle down on any one of them..
HENCE, i came up with this... :D

I'm in the army now.. lol

PS: by the way thats a rocket launcher in the pic ;)

An Addendum:) Annandale~ the place i just love to return to !

2006-12-01T03:53:00.000-08:00

a few more pics of annandale that a came across recently.. sharin it wid u

WAT A DAY!!!!!!!!

2006-11-25T00:05:00.000-08:00

24 th nov, 2006 is one day that no IETian would be able to forget ( no matter how hard he/she tries)...
well it all started with sudden new rules bein introduced n implimented in college.. somethin as absurd as,, anyone bunkin any lecture after the second sessional wont be allowed to take the third sessional in that subject ( well the ones who've done engg or are doin it know how imp the 3rd sessionals are.. probably the only time when we can score)..
and then on 24th evening around 4 o clock the list of deatained students in each subject was displayed ( me detained in all 6!!!! well submitted medicals n duty leaves.. managed to get 5 clear.. still cant take one exam) and then the crowd went biserk!!
they blocked the main enrty exit point of college!!1 so no buses cars could budge anymore!!! slogans etc etc etc,, a typical college strike!!!( more than 90percent of the college was detained in one subject or the other!!!)
then the management.. all stranded with us.. started negtiations at 5pm... they went on n on n on n on............
we hungry.. cold... shiverin in the open,, no battery in cell no food to eat !!!!1 wat a nightmare!
it was 9 pm and still the ice was not thawing,, princi too adament!negotiations failed... so gals were taken to the hostel.. ( well the gals can thnk me for that as i convinced the princi to do that!! lol) boys still out in buses n in the open,.. by that time shwetika's parents were on their way to college to pick us up..they reached around 11 30 pm.. we pushed of at 12 am..
then came the worse.. police force marches in to the college campus! boys try to stop them n in a dramatic change of events n for the first time in the history of our college.. students are TEAR GASSED n subjected to mild LATHI CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!! its out in the local papers.... go chk chk chk people!
finally the buses left campus at 1 30 am!!!!!!!!
still there's worse to come on monday when we ( the few lucky ones who've been allowed to take the sessionals)get back to take the examz....
hopin for the best for all my pals who are detained.. hope there's some solution to it soon...god bless them n GOD BLESS BHADDAL!
peace out

mew!!!!!!!Here It Comes!

2006-11-02T22:46:00.000-08:00

well.. the month has finally arrived!!
the day.. sunday.. november, the 19th...
the 'occasion'.. CAT ...
venue.. DAv sec 10 chd..
for over a year i ve been sloggin for this day.. and now its HERE!
apprehension.. fear.. tension.. pressure! all seem to take their toll on me..
so people.. pray!!!!!!!!!! :)
need your wishes n prayers :)
hope 19th november turns out to be MY DAY :D

Welcome child! You're Home :)

2006-10-26T03:24:00.000-07:00

A warm hug in these wintery months ...
A comforting smile in these depresssing times.. is all that i could ve asked for as a perfect welcome home :)
SIMLAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhh!!!
all the way up from kandaghat to simla the drive .. misty mountains, windy conifers and the sun fighting its wayout to smile.. welcomin me home with.. well.. not one but two rainbows!!!!!!!!!( witnessed the double rainbows the next day too :))
the cold october rain was anything but "cold".
Is is wonderful to be back home.. ma pa hitesh.. dadu n dadi.. there love n warmth just made me forget all the tension the fear n apprehension that has been building up all this while( just 20 days to go !!!)

DIWALI:
wat a better way to start the vacation than to go for a drive from annandale to the kennedy house via glenn!! mesmerising!! diwali was good fun with elaborate poojas ...
we all managed to brave the icy winds n step outta our houses to burst some crackers.. simla looked BEAUTIFUL.. all lit up !! fun fun more fun.. with all gregarian activities n picnics!!!
well the fun ended yeaterday when i got back to college!! drab n jejune:(
many a times , i just sit by my window at home.. look at those familiar mountains.. remember my beautiful childhood.. those fond memeories.. with just one question.. why cant i be HERE.. at home forever.....
miss ya .. simla.. the place i call my home :)

Me back.. with a whimper ;)

2006-09-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

So m finally back on my dormant blog.. well as you know been keepin busy with college n maddenin CAT preps..

Been brooding over this theme or rather a topic that occured to me the other day.. Food Hunger and Taste..

will like to hear your take on it..
n i promice to be back soon..
ciao

"Life mein kabhi na kabhi fight to marni hi padhti hai"

2006-07-06T05:47:00.000-07:00

LIfe is never lived in a quixotic lifestyle... its a rollar coaster ride, with its highs and lows, ups and downs, rains and sunshine. Life , I feel, is expecting the unexpected. it never goes the way u want it to go.. instead it drives u with it. Its up to u now, sitting in the driver's seat, to manoeuvre on the ways life takes you.

life keeps slappin u with challenges. even before you can gather yourself from one abyssmal situation, life's waiting right there to slap you again with another and yet another such onerous situation.

Each of these challenges set by life is a test for our willingness and courage to change, to adapt , to compromice or to simply give in to the situation.

Its not the physical being, but the mental strength that makes us strive and fight our way out of these quandaries.

Its an established opinion that the more you chase a thing, the more it evades you. Conversely the more you run away from a situation, the more it chases you .STOP! Face it!
You can not be timorous and turn your back as if nothing has happened.

Life doesnot wait for anyone. It s not regressive but progressive. It is full of joys and sorrows, esctasy and despair, wins and defeats. You might not always play and win but lose too. Do not get intimidated. It is better to lose some battles and still struggle for your dreams and aspirations than to be defeated without knowing what you were fighting for. Because that which doesnot kill you only makes you stronger.

Take life head on!!
Be a fighter ..... a fighter for life!!!!!!!!!

SPECIAL NOTE: This post is dedicated to all the MBA aspirants like me... here's wishin all of us , good luck for the mock CATs starting on 16th!
people wish me luck!!!

When a dear fren goes away :((

2006-07-06T04:55:00.000-07:00

Old sneakers...old jeans....and old palz.....somethings in life are just forever...
this is a valedictory post to one of my closest buddies and definnitely THE OLDEST......... NANDITA!!!
yea. she's all set to return to USA forever... reflecting on the times spent together ..right from the time when we were four years old till today. we've come a long way.....
being neighbours.. 12 years in tara hall... another two in DPS.. then chandigarh...destiny has always kept us together or atleast around each other...'today when its time to go........ nandu u'll be terribly missed :(((
bein late for school...eloquotion competitions.. fetes and fights.. and yea the morning and evening walks!! its been such a long association .. and today its comin to an end.

but we meet to part and part to meet yet again

so here 's wishin u success in all ur endeavours..
you'll be missed sweetie...

lots of love

deus vobiscum
adios

My Morning walks:)

2006-06-28T01:44:00.000-07:00

Hey i always speak of simla n the amazing places near my house! here i ll share a few of them with u all.... this is where i go for my walks.. annandale ground ,the tibetean temple(spooky) and nearby areaz!! love these places!!

enjoeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!;D

And finally I got a reason to smile:)

2006-06-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

Sitting by the window on a damp afternoon, watching the rain drops do the ballet on the window panes . Reading a book , maybe listening to my favourites and watching my life pass by me packed with memories of my family , frenz and yes myself!

Coming back to chandigarh after three weeks of refreshing vacation to simla, initially it seemed that the happy times spent there would never return!! Felt so bored and miserable:(( was roasted in the sun(some respite as its just rained)!! to make it worse , I was stuck in my room all day , banging my head on my boks tryin to make sense outta them. Yea! CAT!!!!! and I just cunt clear a single placement test:(( complete AT&T (all troubles and terrible) phase in my life!

UNTIL YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I finally got placed with Tech Mahindra(previously MBT).......... a mahindra n mahindra and british telecom joint venture!!
an awesome package, awesome locations( pune bangalore or noida)!! wat more sim and ishu are also there!!! yippee!!!!!!!

you can have a dekho at the company's profile at
http://www.techmahindra.com/index.htm
yea.......... now you know why m smiling :D

The Babe Theory;)

2006-05-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

Q: where would u find mangoes??
think............ ???
ans: Where ever the woman goes , man goes!!!!!

THis very statement has laid down the foundation of yet another super theory...called the " Babe Theory".
the very interestin theory has become very popular in the cyber world...so i didn't want u all to be devoid of it!!

THE THEORY
This theory was laid down by PJ Rourke... he says.... look for the babes, and thats where the social action is thats where the success will be...
further on....in case of political n social agitations..where and when there are hot babes , an exponential number of men will show up... if 100 cute gals are protesting for freedom , you can count on 1000 men being there as well!! lol!!

THE COROLLARY
another view of the Babe Theory holds that babes, you see , are a sigh of certain minimal level of affluence ... they simply add value to the agitations.... gettin it attention that is required....
take for example the anti quota protests goin on..... count the number of times a babe is featured and the times a guy is featured on the news papers, magazines, tv etc etc.... pretty faces get all the media attention!

ON SHALLOWNESS OF THIS THEORY

well , yeah, it is shallow, but in the end the babe theory describes whether a movement wil be successful, not why men are attracted to the movement........ also if no babes show off for the cameras, the media attention of protests is scant, at best.
It's shallow, but reality!!

P.S. hail to girl power!!!lol

blurry

2006-05-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey guys .... been listening to this track by puddle of mud.......
some deep connections...... listen up!!!

Everyone is blurry...Everyone's so fake ...Everybody's empty and everything is so messed up...Pre-occupied without you , i cannot live at all...My whole world surrounds you i stumble and i crawl .......You could be my some1 you could be my scene...u know that i'd protect you from all of the obscene...i wonder what you're doin...imagine where you are...there's oceans in between us but that's not very far......can u take it away can u take it awayyyy.....ya u shoved it in my face....this pain u gave 2 me...-(2)...........

music....... well .......m bereft of words...... chek it out for yourselves....

Is Judas the new Jesus???

2006-04-27T02:47:00.000-07:00

"........you will exceed all of them. For you will sacrifice the man that clothes me....... you will be cursed by the other generations - and you will come to rule over them"

Jesus to trusted friend , ally and most preferred apostle , Judas Iscariot , in the Gospel of Judas.

Judas Iscariot, the name synonymous with treachery, hatred and betrayal, who sold his companion for money for his Crucifixion, might be an innocent man. A tall claim? Not if the gospel of Judas is to be believed, whose findings were recently made public....
GoJ portrays Judas as the man truest to god , as someone who was following Jesus's request to betray him. But if GoJ exonerates the man after whom it has been written , then why was it kept a secret for so long?

Is is believed that judas handed Christ over to the Roman authorities as he was helping him fulfill his divine mission and attaining salvation by sacrificing is life for humans....
if Christianity upholds the virtue of sacrifice... doesn't Judas deserve a better place in the history... wasn't he "used" by Jesus to attain salvation....didn't Jesus act selfish?whereas Judas sarcificed , yet suffered.

Is the biggest and the most popular faith in danger? Can it defend the very virtues it has been upholding for the past two thousand years???

Time to rethink over your beliefs!!!!!!

FIBS

2006-04-25T00:20:00.000-07:00

Gregory K. PIncus, a screenwriter and an aspiring author, has come up with a rather geeky form of poetry...called the Fibs. It is a six line poem that uses a mathematical progression known as the fibonacci sequence to dictate the number of sylabbles(or words) in each line! that is the no. of words in each line should follow the sequence (0) 1 1 2 3 5 8 ...........

check this one out........

So
you
no doubt
will not find
it interesting
to talk to me about this stuff.

ever since their invention in april, over a thousand fibs have already been written.........

so lets see if you can contribute anything!!!!!!!

Pondering In The Loo;)

2006-04-21T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hey ! this post is actually dedicated to a very dear friend of mine ( definitely not writing down her name here)who likes to cerebrate and contemplate over matters in her loo!!! and more than often ends up meditating.....

guys.... loo is surely the new himalaya

THE CHILLS AND PINES

2006-04-12T03:19:00.000-07:00

(sigh)......m home!!!simla!!!!!
its always so welcoming always so warm....a much needed respite from my mundane life...
its amazing weather(considering the fact m wearing a pullover right now 16oo hours on a april afternoon)...the pines...the wildness!!!!!
don i know how much i miss it!!!

feeling so rejuvenated and revived!!!

thats what i call my home.. thats what i call my simla!!!!

ABOUT RELIGION AND SCIENCE

2006-04-04T04:56:00.000-07:00

Do prayers work? Is there somebody called god that listens to us? do prayers help patients recover sooner?
well atleast 10 studies on the efficacy of such prayers had been carried out spread over 6 years in the USA.
RESULT: ambiguous........
both the athiests and the thiests were miss interprettin the conclusions.....
US govt officially spent a whooping $2.3 million on this study.... which involved 1800 patients conducted by 16 scientists from 11 US hospitals......
the conclusion .... those who underwent cardiac bypass surgery did not benefit from intercessory prayers in terms of complication risk..... paradoxically, the ones who knew they would receive prayers were at a higher risk!!!
explanation anyone?
ironically both the sides missed the point here... a prayer is an intimate individual dialogue with the focus of one's faith.......thesame faith that is believed to move mounains and apparently does....
the problem today is that we reduce studyin religion scientifically to basic elements.....
faith and belief are somethings that 95% of the world finds solace in... we plead blame sob cry thank HIM for everythin in our lives!
anyways the fact remains that a positive attitude does affect the immune system positively.....
who is god? where is he? and a plethora more questions ........still seek an answer

in my opinion.....
before u believe in god or satan.......
believe in yourself!!!!!!

GOD bless!!!!!

FIRST LOVE

2006-04-01T01:30:00.000-08:00

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end..........

NOTICE BEING ISSUED IN PRIVATE INTEREST

2006-04-01T01:18:00.000-08:00

This is to bring to the notice of blogger vrinn's pals and peers that its her birthday exactly 34 days from now(can see a few oF u consulting your calenders there).
So you are requested to be nice and magnanimous and bring any or many or the followin as her b'day present

laptop
i pod
armani and versace gear

and def belgian chocolates to top it up!!!!!!!

thankin you !

(START SAVING)

p.s. this aint an april fool!!!

PRESENTING A REVOLUTIONARY BLOG

2006-03-30T05:17:00.000-08:00

The word "revolution" has brought a revolutionary change in our revolutionary society............ Revolution is everywhere...... revolution in science, in industry,in politics,in entertainment........... everywhere
REVOLUTIONARY products in the ad word.......viz...

revolutionary safety pin
revolutionary tooth brush/paste/mouthwash
revolutinary laundry detergent
revolutionary toilet paper

you name it and its gotta be revolutionary!!!!!!!!!!
MANY CAUSES MANY VOICES AND ALL UsE THE SAME REVOLUTIoNARY WORD!!!!

MOTIVATION

2006-03-29T03:37:00.000-08:00

" One million..... Two million....Three million........
can everybody hear me at the back?"

Warren Bufett checkin his mike before a speech at Harvard Business School.........

STRIKing Innovations

2006-03-29T03:19:00.000-08:00

I am amazed to see how people can come up with out of the box ideas....strikes too do not remain untouched from these innovations.
A Japanese shoe manufacturing company's employees resorted to strike after the management refused to fulfill their demands.... but with a difference....
they continued working.....but manufactured on the left shoe!!! they won!!!
coming to think of more of such bohemian ideas, imagine workers of a shoe manufacturing company going without shoes.. or for that matter a t shirt manufacturing comapany's employees goin topless!!
IRONICAL??????
Think bout it!

A PASSING THOUGHT..

2006-03-27T03:28:00.000-08:00

" The greatest lesson in life is to know that even fools are right sometimes....."